Angst

Ungst Underpants ftw.

Ok so, lately I've been feeling like I'm loosing my friends, or at least that most of them don't want to spend time with me. This makes me sad, and even more awkward around them making them dislike me more. Dr. Nicholson would call this "mind reading" which depressed people should avoid doing, but I think I do a damn good job at legit mind reading. I really think I know what people are thinking most of the time, not just based on my own self consciousness.

I also really want a man. I have a specific one in mind, and I don't know if I should tell him i like him when I doubt he feels the same way. Every now and then I catch him looking at me, but it could just be because he is an observant person and I am quite interesting to outsiders.

WTF and I'm angry because no one noticed that i dyed my hair last night. Or maybe they did notice and just didn't like it... hmm ponder

I have to go clean a litter box now, Au Revoir!