FUCK

I'm so fucking socially awkward. I wish I knew what to say at the right time so I don't come off as incompetent. But, alas, I always seem like this fat ass, shy, awkward teen. That is not who I am at all, I seriously am the coolest person I know- just not around people I actually respect.

For instance, today I was walking in the hallway with someone and we were just having small talk... I HATE SMALL TALK. What are we supposed to talk about, AIDs? Kittens? Where we are walking to? I don't really give a shit where that person is walking to.

To be honest, I am perfectly fine with just walking next to someone in silence... the awkwardness comes from them feeling the need to say something and me not being able to respond.

I wish everyone would just shut the fuck up unless I want them to talk to me.

I'm not even in a bad mood, this is just me ranting